Monday, October 31, 2005

Moving Away!!

Ooooh.. How I wish time would go faster.. Soon I'd be rid of "The one who must not be named" and have my peace and quiet sleep that I longed for.. Don't have to see "Smeagol" running to every single mirror in the house and looking at his reflection for 30 to 90 minutes!! He'd fix his curly hair.. Apply wax.. Blow straight.. Etc.. Nothing seems to work though as from what I can see.. His hair looks the way it was before he applied all those chemicals.. Ugly!! Instead.. I'd have 2 good looking roomates living with me in my new room!! Bleh..

Was about to sleep just now.. Turned off the lights.. Went to my bed.. Turned my laptop around and sent some goodbye messages.. Then.. In he came.. And as usuall.. That inconsiderate bastard turned on the lights.. Went to his computer.. And turned on his MP3's.. Speakers! Not headphones! Damn him.. Now I can't sleep.. My friend asked me to talk to him.. But I'm sick of it.. This is not the 1st time he does this.. Told him long long time ago but he still repeats himself.. So what if he knew Daniel and Farah from Malaysian Idol? Very great huh? Eat my foot! No matter how popular he is among his other friends he's still some lowlife bastard to me.. Never does his share of cleaning up the house.. Cares for his ugly hair only.. I wish my housemates who are staying with him after this good luck cuz' they're gonna need lots of it.. Ish.. Spoilt my mood..

I've already moved some of my stuffs to my new room.. Alex is already living in there.. He has so many belongings!! Wonder how much assets Pau Zai will bring in too.. Hehe.. My cupboard's already there.. Still have to carry my table and my mattress there soon.. Won't be able to online though after I move there as the ports in the router are already all used up.. I have to buy myself a switch in order to online.. Sigh.. Spend spend spend.. All their fault.. Ish.. Got one nice unit don't wanna move there.. Fine now everyone's separated.. Happy? Selfish brats.. Don't even expect me to move back in with you guys after the landlord has left that so called nice house of yours.. Find yourself another victim..

Enough with them.. Back to me.. Yaoi is coming to KL this Saturday!! Can't wait to meet him.. He told me he's most probably gonna study in
Tar College too and coming in during the January intake.. If that is so.. He will try to pursuade his father to let him rent a room outside instead of staying in the lousy hostel that Tar College has.. Hehe.. If everything goes well then we'll be living in the same house!! Happy news at last.. =P Oh and for this week I have some plans up my sleeve but won't be writting it down yet.. Will only mention it after it is implemented.. Kekeke..

Ah.. It's so late already!! Better try to get some rest.. My body is aching from all the heavy lifting for the past few days.. I'll just go off the lights.. Not going to bother whether "Smeagol" needs the light or not.. He should get the idea after that.. Nitez guys..

Zach a.k.a.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Thinking.. Thinking..

Hm.. How to continue from the previous post.. For the happenings in Penang I guess I won't be writting much.. You guys can just view it from one of my friend's posts.. Refer to Fansu in my list of blogs beside this website.. Something special happened though.. Something Fansu didn't mention in his blog.. And I think it's time to spill it all out here.. During one of those days in Penang.. Yaoi came to visit me.. And a relationship started.. A bond that brought us together.. Details about how and when it happened won't be mentioned.. I didn't write all this down before as I was still unable to let go of someone.. But I realised that I should appreciate someone who is right in front of me and cares for me a lot rather than hanging on to someone who is half the globe away and not having much free time even to chat.. I know I should wait but it's just too hard.. He has no time for me.. But Yaoi has always been there for me.. It's not hard to decide who is really right for me.. ^^

After returning from Penang.. There were more things to settle.. The most important one is to find a place to stay as my current landlord already sold the house.. And gave us a very short period to find another place and move out.. The dateline was on 9th of November.. No extention of date given.. So all 7 of us hurried and tried our best to look for another new unit so that all of us can move in together again.. But luck was not on our side.. It's hard to find a nice place like the unit I'm staying in now.. Especially during this season.. So as day passes by.. 2 of my housemates found themselves a small room to rent which leaves 5 of us to continue searching.. Now we're lack of 2 people and so I asked 2 of my friends to come join me there and they agreed.. After days of looking at rooms and houses.. We found one unit which quite satisfy our needs.. Discussed with the landlord as if we were really into it and even got him to agree to some of our terms..

I thought everything was fine.. Until suddenly they (my remaining housemates) decided they do not want to rent that unit and preferred to take the 2 medium rooms which we saw before.. And that leaves me homeless.. Only me.. I had to find a masteroom too as I've already promised my friends that I'd include them along before this.. But now.. I have to search for this room of mine when my so called friendly housemates have their secured rooms with a nice landlord.. How sweet of them to leave me like this.. They promised to find me a place.. But only one girl tried.. The others just sat around shaking their legs and waiting for the time to move in their lovely little rooms while I have to worry about not having a room for me and my 2 other friend.. Life is so cruel.. I suddenly feel so much hatred towards them.. After all.. It's not like I'm the blacksheep of the current house.. I did my share of work.. Did extra when others aren't doing their jobs.. But no one appreciates it.. I can clean up their mess most of the times but they can't even clean up the mess I made in the kitchen sink I made once.. How "nice" of them.. I finally see how cruel humans can be when times are desperate.. They only think for themselves.. I should just do that too and don't care about my other 2 friends but I cannot overcome myself if I ever break that promise..

Fine.. Enough with them.. I went to look for my room after that.. Found some but it was either too pricy or not suitable.. Got kinda worried as I need to move out soon.. If I cannot find a place fast I won't have anywhere to stay.. After looking around.. I found myself a room.. Well 2 rooms actually.. In the same unit.. I can take either one and the price is reasonable.. Felt relieved as I quite liked the place.. I quickly asked my friends for their opinion and ended up agreeing to rent the place as there were others who wanted the rooms too.. I thought everything was settled and I can rest peacefully.. But I was wrong.. I still can't sleep.. Wide awake.. Thinking.. So many questions flooding my mind.. So much worries.. But I have very few choices left.. This was the safest way.. There's nothing much I can do about it now..

During all those happenings.. One special person supported me in everyway he can.. You guys should know who.. =P Well.. He talked to me and calmed me down.. Promising that everything will turn out fine.. Giving me emotional support.. Loving me.. Hehe.. Although he's not here but everything he did for me was something that I cannot forget.. His support got me through this hardship without much sorrow.. I'm lucky to have him.. Very very lucky.. Not forgetting my other friends who talked to me and calmed me down too.. Especially Ben Ben.. My new found friend.. Hehe.. Thanks guys!! Life has its ups and downs.. Just see how you face it and make the best out of it.. Hopefully everything will really be fine for me after this sad period.. Wish me luck guys!

P.S. Sorry Yaoi.. I say wan to sleep earlier but didn't.. I really can't sleep.. Too much on my mind.. =X Must write part of it down before I forgot how to write again.. =X

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Sunday, October 16, 2005


Seems like an eternity since my last update.. Lots have happened.. But won't be writing it in detail here.. All sorts of emotions.. Happiness.. Sadness.. Confusions.. Etc.. Will just leave that for another day when I can sort everything out and write it in here..

Hm.. Went back to Penang after my exams.. Had a wonderful time back home.. Enjoying my mother's home cook food and also not forgetting those wonderful local Penang dishes all around the island.. Had almost all of the food that I liked.. Only missed one.. The curry mee near my granny's house.. Went there but the stall wasn't open.. Sigh.. Oh well.. Never mind.. Next trip back must eat that for sure.. ^^

Few of my friends came to Penang for their holidays too.. Took them all around the island.. Well.. Not literally though.. Hehe.. Took them to those famous places such as Kek Lok Si, Penang Hill and Gurney Drive.. Went to enjoy all the nice Penang food.. ^^ One of them even walked around the town area by himself.. Even I myself never did that.. Hehe.. Oh yea.. Watched Sky High with my housemates and Yaoi (not his real name).. Was quite nice.. Not forgetting the outing with some new friends in Batu Ferringhi.. Bought some souveniors and went to the beach too..

Hm.. Continue later.. Lazy wanna write more.. Below are some pictures taken in Penang.. Hehe.. Enjoy.. Tata..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield