Wednesday, August 31, 2005


@@" Went out with Eyri, Josh, Joa and Calvin just now to a party organized by Eyri's godsis.. Was kinda akward when we first reached as we didn't know anyone there.. How nice if Jason was with me.. >.< But I kinda blend in as they were quite friendly.. Talked about college and stuff.. After awhile, we had some games going on and it was kinda fun playing with one big group of people.. Me, Joa and Calvin won both of the games played and got some kind of health product as our award.. =P There were other games later on but we had to leave as it was quite late and we didn't want to get caught in the traffic so we left..

On the way back to my apartment.. We saw cars stopping beside the highway waiting for the fireworks to start.. We can see KLCC from that highway but didn't want to stop there as it was illegal to do so.. Reached my place around 12a.m. and we were able to see some fireworks from my balcony.. After a short rest.. We went to the kitchen and took out all the things we were able to find and made some spaghetti~!! Well.. It was too much actually and we couldn't finish it.. Hehe.. Everyone was bloated.. =P They went back after awhile as it was kinda late.. But we had fun.. ^^ It would be so much better if Jason was with me.. Too bad he's too busy with his work.. Sigh.. Hope he's alright..

Kinda short blog today as I'm feeling quite tired.. Still can't get back that old "feel" to write a better and longer blog.. Wonder how long will I take before I can make it interesting again.. Well.. I better go back to sleep so I can dream of him tonight.. Hehe.. Oh ya.. It was nice to meet you Calvin.. Let's go Dota next time.. Hehe.. ^^ Chaoz..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Mixed Emotions..

So many things to write yet I have no idea how to put it in words.. Seems like I have lost my touch to write.. What has happened to me? I feel so insecure these days and kinda sensitive too.. I used to be ok with him teasing me about how all those pretty girls and good looking guys appear in his life or about those people that has feelings for him.. But I get jealous easily now and felt insecure.. Felt like he'd leave me anytime soon..

I felt happy when I met him today as I haven't seen him for like a week.. Missed him so much.. But something about today seems different.. Different from how he used to treat me.. He didnt even hold my hand when we were in the cinema.. I was so sad.. And the show we were watching was a love story too.. So got kinda emotional.. Was feeling so down..

But when he was driving me back to my place.. We talked like usuall and held his hand tightly.. Everything just felt like what it used to be.. Felt better at that moment.. Why am I feeling all this mixed emotions? Am I too sensitive? Or is it that I miss him too much.. Sigh.. I don't know how I should feel now.. I just know I love him alot.. Hope he feels the same.. Well.. Time to sleep.. Very tired.. Will write again when I get back my "feel".. Goodnight..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Journey To The West..

As usuall.. I overslept again and missed my 8a.m. lecture.. Sigh.. Oh ya.. Forgot to tell you guys that I'm back in KL.. Didn't update my blog for quite some time as I can't find anything to write.. Was having headaches few days ago and it somehow stopped me from spilling my daily life into this website.. But now here I am.. Sitting beside the window, looking at my laptop and enjoying the midnight breeze..

Well.. Since I'ved missed my lecture I decided to sleep again.. Woke up around 11 something and got prepared as I had to meet my friend for lunch.. Went to Sky's Coffee Shop and had a bowl of Hokkien Mee.. After that I went to the LRT Station with Kok Yee to meet another friend there.. 3 of us got to the LRT and went to Taman Jaya and wait for Vern to come and fetch us.. Nothing much happened.. Waited in A&W's and then went to Amcorp Mall awhile before Vern arrived and took us to Puchong.. Met up with Andy and his friend there and then spent some time in a coffee shop nearby before going to the cyber cafe..

After all the trouble of going so far to meet up with them and having Vern to come fetch us.. We were disappointed as the guild war was cancelled.. Sigh.. What to do.. We ended up playing dota.. Hehehehe.. After playing for few rounds we went to dinner at a restaurant nearby.. It was the same place Andy took us during my 1st meeting with the whole gang.. Again he treated us.. Such a nice guy.. =P Well.. Vern went back after that and Andy fetched us all home from Puchong to Setapak.. Quite a distance.. There goes another day.. So Jason.. How's your day?

It is nice to be able to get to know people like them in the virtual world especially in Ragnarok as there are lots of hackers and scammers.. Even though we've known each other for only a short period but people like Kok Yee, Vern and Andy really made me feel honoured to be their friend.. They really treasure friendships and they are fun to be with.. Looks like all those rumours about online friends are not completely real.. Although there are lots of people who is not sincere but there are also people who are sincere in the internet.. And I'm lucky to get to meet sincere friends through the internet.. ^^

So Vern.. I've mentioned you.. Must belanja me hor next time.. Hehehe.. Just kidding.. I'll stop for now and come back with more updates soon.. Hopefully.. =P Miss my dear.. Muakz!! Goodnightz..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Friday, August 12, 2005

Fresh Air~!!

Finally.. Away from KL and back in Penang!! Land of fresh air.. Nice and cheap food.. And hot bath!! Can't believe I actually came back here.. Made that decision few hours ago when my housemate asked me whether I'm going back to Penang.. Well.. Now I'm back!!

It was quite a rush actually.. As soon as I decided to come back.. I packed my things instantly.. And went to Pudu with Sarah (one of my housemates) straight away.. Reached there around 9.00p.m. and went to the counter to change the time of our trip.. The ticket she bought was actually for Friday evening's bus but we changed our minds.. Hehe.. Got the 12.45a.m. bus as there were no earlier trip available..

Went to McDonalds to wait as there is nothing much to do for that few hours of boredom.. It eventually closed around 11.30p.m. so we had to find a new place to waste our time.. Even Starbucks is closed.. Sigh.. Had to go back to Pudu and sit there till our bus comes.. It was so hot in there!! Fans not working.. People walking in and out.. Worse of all.. The haze.. (>_<) Since there's nothing to do there.. We just sat somewhere not so hot and listened to the radio from her Nokia handphone while I was busy sms-ing with Jason.. Miss him so much.. =P

The bus finally came around 12.15a.m. and we quickly went down as we were quite hot and can't wait to get into the bus.. When we got in there was a couple sitting on our seats.. I assumed that they were in their mid 40's.. The person in charge there eventually came and somehow they end up arguing and shouting at each other in the bus.. Felt so bad.. (-_-)" Well.. We got back our seats at last.. Nothing much happened on the way back.. Slept most of the time.. But it was quite disturbing as I saw a few baby cockroaches scattering around.. So disgusting.. Lucky the mother wasnt around.. Lol..

Well.. Now I'm sitting in my living room writing this blog.. Thinking of someone.. =P He should be sleeping like a pig in his bed now.. Just hope that the haze didn't affect his health.. Asked him to follow me back to Penang actually.. But he cannot make it.. Sigh.. Well.. Nothing much I can do or write now.. Wanna go make myself something to eat.. Till next time.. Chaoz!! Oh yea.. Good morning!! Hehe.. Jason.. This song is for you.. =D Enjoy..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Miss You Like Crazy


I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of everyday
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You're all that I want
You're all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again


Wednesday, August 10, 2005

I Can't Breathe~!!

Sheesh.. It's getting harder and harder to breathe in this hazardous condition.. Haze getting thicker every single day.. Weather getting humid.. I wonder how all those people with asthma survive in this cruel environment.. I cannot stand it anymore!! If this keeps on for like two more days I might most probably take a bus and go back to Penang where I can breathe clean and fresh air.. Not to forget my mother's delicious home cook food.. Oh and Penang's famous Laksa.. Char Koay Teow.. Hm.. Yummy.. =P~

Well.. Back to my topic.. I can just hope that all my family members and my friends are in good condition.. Heard that some students fainted in school.. Maybe I should faint too.. So that my college can close down for a few days.. Lol.. I just hate the haze.. I can't do anything without feeling uncomfortable.. Like today I was stuck at home the whole day.. Not feeling like doing anything.. Even the air smells like burnt wood.. Sigh.. I wonder how is Jason doing.. =D

Went to KLIA last night with Jason to say goodbye to his ex-girlfriend.. That was the 1st time I've met her.. She's kinda cute in her own way and quite friendly too.. Even her friends are cool.. Hehe.. Too bad I didn't have the chance to get to know her earlier.. Well.. Maybe next time.. ^.^

Hm.. Nothing much to write today.. Didn't do much anyway.. Stupid haze.. Spoiled my day.. Hopefully things will get better tomorrow when I wake up.. Kinda tired now.. Not enough sleep last night.. So.. I guess I'm just gonna stop here and come back some other time.. Take care guyz.. Goodnight..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Truth Revealed..

Hm.. To think I was hiding my identity from everyone when all of them already know the truth.. And hiding it from me.. How ironic.. Well.. Who cares.. I found someone I love.. I don't care if my friends are talking behind my back.. I am who I am.. I don't have to explain much to them.. =)

Things are getting on quite well.. Except for my studies.. Can't seem to get myself to study anything these days.. Maybe I'm just not interested in accounts any more.. Or am I just plain lazy? God knows.. Hm.. Been listening to some interesting chinese songs these days.. Too bad I can't understand some of the songs.. But the tunes are nice.. Hope I can learn to sing it someday.. =P

Been to quite a number of places lately.. One Utama.. Sunway Piramid.. Midvalley.. Packed with people walking in and out of shops due to the Mega Sales.. Lots of discounts.. So tempting.. Found a shirt I like though.. But as always.. No size.. What a bummer.. Oh yea.. Before I forget.. DO NOT WATCH SEVEN SWORDS!! One of the worst movies ever.. Wasted my money.. Zzz.. But the company was nice though.. Not telling you who.. *Blek*

Well.. Its late.. I better stop here and continue another day.. Before that.. Let me share a song with you guys.. A song that I treasure a lot.. This song means a lot to me as it relates to how I met my loved one.. Enjoy..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

(Kylie Minogue)

Fragile, seems I opened up to quick and all my dreams were woken up
I slowly lost my fight
With every single man a river cried

I had no sensation, completely numb I felt no satisfaction
I thought no one could ever get me high again
I swear I was not looking

I've waited so long, I thought the real thing was a fake
I thought it was a tool to break me down
You prove me wrong again

If love were liquid it would drown me in a placeless place refine me
In a heart shape come around me and then melt me slowly down
If love were human it would know me in a lost space come and show me
Hold me and control me and then melt me slowly down, like chocolate

Tastes so good my hearts been mended, who'd have thought it would?
An empty bed and still I won the catch, a man who I love and who loves me back

I've waited so long for love to heal me, so I'd feel it
Thought it wasn't real and then you came
You prove me wrong again


Come here, zoom in, catch the smile
There's no doubt it's for you and I'm addicted tonight

Just one look boy to mellow it out
Just one heart here to save me now
Your candy kisses are sweet I know
Hold me tight baby, don't let go