Saturday, December 19, 2009

Jealousy..

One would think that I am about to write something about my relationship with Robb due to the title above. Well, my life does seem like it only revolves around Robb, which is sadly true in some sense. But no, this does not relate to him.

I'm a person who likes to go places and experience different cultures, lifestyles, and see all the wonderful sceneries that a destination might have. I think most people loves travelling as well. But so far, I have been stuck in KL most of the time. The only two places that I go to a lot is to work and back home. I don't even have much people to hang out with.

One of my classmates during college, is now travelling to most parts of the world. He has been working while travelling all around UK, making the most out of his youth and experiencing all that he can. Deep down inside of me, this is something that I wanted to experience. I kinda feel jealous every time I see pictures of him in different countries.

I'm not dissatisfied with my life with Robb, but I guess there's a small part of me that wanted to do all those things before settling down for good. Having to work different hours and Zuzu waiting for me at home, I guess there isn't much that can be done now. All I can do is to be happy for my friends that are able to go for their dreams no matter how hard their road is.

Guess I'm done being emo for now. Will try to update if anything interesting happens in my life, or if I have the time to hunt down my muse. Goodnitez.

Green eyed monster,
~§hö©kWävê~

7 comments:

Ben , Yu Song said...

cheer up bro:)

hungheykwun said...

do not covet what others have..it might not be as pleasant as u think it is.
u can have annual trip with robb and go kai kai also

Kiddo said...

you sound a little like Lily before she was going to marry Marshall for the first time.

(lol, i am obsessed with HIMYM recently. But yea, the reality maybe different from what you were thinking.)

Zach said...

Lily ran away to San Francisco!!

kiddo said...

which made her realize how important marshall is to her :) and that life outside the little bubble may not be as good as she previously thought

dheepan said...

the grass always look greener on the other side.

cheers for your bangkok trip.

Kenn said...

=D CHeers la Zach