Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Without You..


We were hardly ever apart all through our 4 years and 7 days relationship, with the only exception of Chinese New Year and some short days when you went back to Ipoh or when I went back to Penang. So when you left for Singapore to work for 2 weeks, I felt completely lost. It felt like part of my heart and my soul left me, leaving this vessel empty.

I used to go to work with my heart eager to come home, so that I can wait for you or coming home to you waiting for me. Now, I go to work feeling empty inside and time passes by so slowly. Coming home has never felt so lonely as I always have you around me. Even Zuzu felt the loneliness without you. I felt the loneliness more when I go into our room, looking at the empty king sized bed, knowing that I alone would be the only one sleeping on it.

Even though lots of people said that it is only for 2 weeks and time will pass by in a blink of an eye, it felt almost like eternity to me. It is only the second day and I've already felt the effect of being without you, which made me realize how much I love you and can never ever be the same if you left me for good. Am I too dependent on you? Many would say that, but I do not care as you are the world to me. All I want is to be with you, breathe with you, and live with you.

I miss you lots..
~§hö©kWävê~

5 comments:

Robb said...

wu wu wu wu T_T

zaza i love u forever!!

Sue Me said...

Stay strong! I was separated from the boyfriend for almost a month at the early stage of our relationship. It was so hard but hey..you know what people say about absence makes the hearts grow fonder.. :)

Zach said...

Well, I'm too used to seeing him every single day. That's why it is hard.

Lil daydreamer...Dreaming for imposibility... said...

Hihi I'm ur darlin reader. Pop In here to comfort u too.. Call him every min to ease da missing ler :P

Shiuji said...

i cry already... damn u.. LOL... really touching... clever, u chose this song...