Queen Of Pain..

No.. I'm not going to talk about Dota.. I'm going to talk about the pain I endured just few hours back.. And hopefully that's the end of it.. I felt the sudden pain in my gums around 8.00pm yesterday.. It came slowly and lasted for quite a long time.. Started with a slight pain at the top right corner of my gums and slowly the pain becomes more and more intensed.. It hurt so much that my tears were flowing out and was shivering a little.. Never had I felt such pain before.. Well not that I remembered.. I guess getting burned by boiling hot water hurts so much more but then I don't really remember the pain I felt as I was quite young at that time.. Sigh..

The clinics were all closed so my mother had to take me to the nearest hospital.. The doctor didn't do much checking on me.. Gave me few painkillers (which didn't work =.=) and some medicine to reduce the swelling.. Went back home and had something light to eat before eating those pills.. After that I still feel the pain come and go.. Sigh.. Tried to sleep early but still woke up in the middle of the night.. Lucky for me that since I woke up till now Akasha (Queen Of Pain in Dota) did not pay me a visit.. XD I shall keep my fingers crossed..

Anway.. I've finished my last paper.. Tourism Planning.. And now I'm back in Penang shaking my legs.. Didn't do much though.. Had curry mee last night and then went to Batu Feringghi with Edwin to look at some CDs.. He bought some songs which only cost RM4.00 per CD.. ^^ Ain't it cheap? I bought my entire QAF here.. DVDs also cost RM4.00 only.. Went to meet up with another old friend of mine.. Eing Yung.. And his new gf in Gurney after that.. Really had a good chat with them..

As for Sunday morning.. I woke up quite early.. Went to have breakfast with my parents.. Was quite nice.. Been awhile since I've done this.. Hehe.. Went to Redbox with Ed, Ey, Boon and his gf after that.. Really had fun spending time with those who were once close to me.. Not really good at singing but it was the company that counts.. ^^ They went back after that and I took a walk around Gurney Plaza.. Went to the arcade as well to play my usuall game.. King Of Fighters.. Another one of my oldest friend came by later on.. He was the 1st person who I started to confide in about my sexuality.. We hardly chat.. He's a busy man.. XD But still our friendship stays.. We lingered around the place and then watched Perfect Stranger together.. The whole cinema was like empty! There were only 4 others in the cinema besides us.. Luckily it was not a horror movie or I would have been scared shitless..

Well.. We walked around a little after that and then went our separate ways.. I went home and that is when the pain started to creep up on me.. Don't know what went wrong.. Hopefully it is gone for good.. Might go see a dentist tomorrow though.. Maybe with Robb reaching Penang tomorrow I will recover straigth away.. Hehe.. Was looking around for a swimming trunk in Gurney.. Didn't see any that attracted my attention though.. But then.. What type of swimming trunks would look good on a guy with a body like mine anyway? Haha.. Maybe by getting a sexy one would encourage me to work out more before wearing it out.. XD Oh well.. Will continue to hunt for it tomorrow in Queen's Bay if Robb wants to go there..

And now.. I shall waste my time here.. Doing nothing in the middle of the night.. Nothing much to do anyway.. Can't sleep and no one is online to chat with me.. Anyone can give a suggestion? Porn maybe? Haha.. Nah.. No privacy here.. Online games.. Hm.. No point playing online games if none of my friends are in it.. Argh~ Shall listen to songs till the sun rises then.. Haha.. Buhbyee..

P.S. Miss all my didi's.. ^^

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Unforgetable..

I had a dream.. And in it.. Was the 1st guy that I have loved which lasted longer than the current relationship I am in now.. He was my best friend.. We're still friends now.. But I guess you can say we're not as close as we used to be.. In that dream.. I met him in a nearby neighbourhood around my house in Penang.. We were kinda shocked to see each other.. And then we just sat at that coffee shop and talk about what is happening as well as what has happened for the last few years.. Then we went back to my house.. Lying down in my room and continued to catch up on what has happened in our lives.. Just like the good old days.. But it was not about the past.. It was about the current and the future.. He asked me how my bf is treating me.. About my relationship.. What we do.. It was kinda like he had fully accepted me for who I am.. And not asking me to change back to normal as he did last time.. I even asked him if I've gained weight which of course he said yes.. Hehe.. It all seems so real..

Maybe that shows how much I've missed my friends all this years without even realising.. I hardly have any close friends like him now.. We used to study together during exams.. With him fetching me to school or anywhere else when I have no transport.. Or vice versa.. We even went to a temple to study during our SPM.. I guess he was always like a big brother to me.. I really missed those days..

I guess watching Queer As Folk triggered all this memories of mine which lead to the dream.. I've just finished the last season last night and honestly.. The series is one of the best one I've ever watched.. Maybe because it is related to the life people like us are in.. Or the bond of friendship that each of them have towards one another.. Which in turn made me miss my life during secondary school.. Although it had lots of bad memories but there were good ones as well.. And I guess the best part of my memory during that time of my life was him.. Hence the dream.. But then.. Dreams are just dreams.. It is never real and usually forgotten in an instant after waking up.. Just thought of keeping this dream of mine so that I have something to hang on to..

Sigh.. Oh well.. People have to move on.. :) Anyway.. Just finished my 5th paper yesterday.. Travel Agency and Tour Operations.. It was okay considering that we had tips to study.. After the paper.. I came back and crumbled onto my bed like a dead log as the night before I was studying and didn't had any sleep as usuall.. Seems like a habit for me these days.. Woke up around 5 something later on.. Still felt a little dizzy and weak but managed to make myself something to eat as my tummy was already buzzing like an alarm.. Nothing much happened later on.. Finished the last season of Queer As Folk and then had a losing streak in DOTA.. T_T Slept quite early as well last night compared to my usuall sleeping time these days.. Hm.. One last paper to go and then I'm going back to Penang.. Not sure when yet.. Would be writing less when I'm back there.. That's all for now.. Have a great day guys~

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High Priest ~Shockwave~..

Where's my Ragnarok character when I need him! Miss my ~Shockwave~ so much.. How nice if he can cast Agility Up.. Bless.. Gloria.. Magnificat.. Kyrie Eleison.. Suffragium.. Aspersio.. Assumptio.. Benedictio Sanctissimi Sacrementi.. Impositio Manus.. Angelus.. All these wonderful skills on me during my exam in 3 hours time! Or just let me cast one simple Ruwach to reveal all hidden answers.. Hahaha.. Just hope they don't reveal hidden ghosts.. Haih.. Day dreaming.. Consequences of not sleeping for the entire night again.. Oh well.. Back to my studies.. T_T

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Business Management Principles..

Been staying awake the whole night for the past 2 days.. The 1st night on Thursday was because of me accompanying Robb to study as he had a paper on Friday morning.. As for Friday night.. I was for studying for my paper on Saturday morning.. Justin stayed awake with us as well.. So nice of him.. ^^

The BMP exam was not as hard as I expected it to be.. For someone who just studied last minute and having not enough sleep.. I was doing quite well I guess.. Managed to answer most of the questions except for 1.. I got 1 question wrong though but the point was I did more than I thought I would be able to do as my head felt heavy all the while.. Was feeling dizzy and sleepy the whole time during the exam and I can't think properly.. Oh well.. It's over.. 2 papers left.. XD

Slept as soon as I reached my room.. Never felt this tired for quite some time.. Got woken up by Justin around 3.00pm and then we went to Carrefour.. Bought quite alot of things again.. We were stuck in Carrefour after all the shopping as it rained quite heavily.. So we had our dinner in KFC.. Which took us a very long time queueing for our food.. It was "buka puasa" time for Malays and all the fast food chains were filled with people.. After filling our empty tummies we went to catch a cab back home.. It was still drizzling..

Well after that me, Robb and Justin prepared ourselves and headed to LaQueen around 10.00pm.. It was Justin's 1st experience going to a gay bar.. It was also my 1st time going to LaQueen as well.. The place is kinda nice.. Filled with macho and cute guys.. More than Liquid definitely.. But I don't really like the music there.. Neither does Justin.. The whole night was pretty ok until later on.. There's this guy.. A friend of Jackie's.. He was kinda flirting with Justin.. Maybe he was just being friendly as Justin was kinda bored there.. But still I was feeling a little angry with the way he approached Justin.. Kinda felt like he was harrassing him.. Or maybe I was just jealous.. Anyhow.. It was a mistake asking him to go with us.. Should't expose him to all those hungry, horny gays outside.. So.. For any of the gays here who wants a piece of him.. You have to go through me 1st! Cuz I'm not going to let my STRAIGHT friend of mine fall into your lusty hands.. Hmph~

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English For Hospitality..

Today's paper was very easy~!! The environment sucks though.. The whole college was out of electricity and we had to do our examination in the dark as the weather was cloudy.. And it was still early in the morning.. Sigh.. And I thought it would be cold in the room so I wore a long sleeve t-shirt, which made me feel so hot in the humid room.. Oh well.. Now that 3 paper's down.. I have 3 more to go.. And the upcoming one is quite hard.. Have to start reading.. Hehe..

Went to Sungei Wang again for my weekly appointment.. Had to change buses on the way there.. So troublesome.. Sometimes I just feel like burning down all of Metrobus' buses for being so incompetent.. They shouldn't be doing public transportation if their main goal of driving those vehicles are not for the convenience of the public.. Everytime they would wait in front of the college until the bus is packed like a can of sardins before moving.. They should follow RapidKL's system.. Just move from the god damn place if no one else is coming up.. Zzz.. Even on our way back from Sungei Wang we had to change buses again.. Sigh..

Enjoyed lunch with my hubby though.. We had sushi again since it's the last day of the promotion.. Didn't eat as much as the other day but still enough to fill our hungry stomach.. I even get to eat my favorite Tori Karaage for the price of RM2.00 when it should be charged at RM3.00 as it was a custom order.. Must be my lucky day then.. Hehe.. There was even some guy that followed Robb from Sungei Wang until the SushiKing in Low Yat.. He was giving eye signals to Robb as well but dared not approach Robb to talk to him so he ignored the stranger.. Too bad then.. Robb's mine.. Wahaha..

It has been awhile since I've cooked spaghetti.. I think Justin missed it alot that's why he asked me to cook it for dinner.. Lucky for us that we had lots of spaghetti to spare so he gets to eat my spaghetti~!! Hehe.. Nothing great about it.. But still it was nice.. Anyone wants a bite? :P Well I better get going now.. It's kinda late.. Dunno what to do still but will be hanging around my laptop.. Haha.. Buhbye..

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Random Post..

Just felt like sharing a clip I saw in YouTube.. It's about two hot guys from Desperate Housewives.. Hope you guys like it.. ^^



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Development And Management Of Visitor Attractions..

Phew~ This paper was way much easier than the previous one.. The tips that we had really helped a lot compared to the previous paper.. I know I shouldn't depend on tips but what the heck.. Most people do.. Why not follow the crowd.. XD Was worried like hell before doing the paper at 2.00pm.. Woke up early in the morning for breakfast with Robb and Justin at the nearby market.. Kinda like the Curry Mee there.. After eating we came back home and started studying.. Was trying to memorize those "important" points.. Well.. It all went well.. ^^

After finishing the paper.. I went to Low Yat with Robb, Justin and another 2 girls from my class.. It was the Sushi King RM2.00 promotion!! It didn't benefit me much though as most of the things I eat there costs RM2.00 itself.. Haha.. But for the others they took all those that usually range from RM4.00 to RM6.00.. Imagine how much they saved.. XD The girls didn't had much.. I ate around 10 plates while Robb had 11~ Justin only had a few as well as he already ate something before he came out..


Went to walk around Sungei Wang and TimeSquare after eating as we were too full.. Had to do some exercise.. XD I went to Borders and found some books that I'm interested in.. Can't afford to buy it though as I know I will be stuck to the book and not reading my notes for my exam.. Oh well.. Had to wait till after my exams before I go browsing in Borders again.. Books from Terry Brooks.. Can't wait to go there after my boring, sucky exams.. Bleks~

Anyway.. Came back around 9 something and went to Infinity to play Dota before coming home.. I have 2 days of rest until my next paper.. So can relax abit.. Hehe.. Well.. I guess that's all for now.. Kinda sleepy.. Miss all my didi's.. :) Nitez nitez..

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Tourism In South East Asia..

My 1st paper for my final exams.. And already I have problems doing it.. No thanks to me skipping most of her classes.. But then.. Everyone skips all of her classes.. Oh well.. It's done.. 5 more to go.. Hopefully I can do better in other subjects.. Although I doubt that would happen.. XD

Nothing much happened after that.. Went to Sungei Wang as usuall.. Got my hair done.. Came back.. Bought some cheesy wedges for my lunch.. Yeap.. Very late lunch.. And now I'm back home resting.. Wondering whether or not I should go to Bed tomorrow night with Robb.. I'm not exactly a people's person.. And my appearance is another problem.. Don't know how to make myself presentable.. Hehe..

Oh.. Before I go.. Here's a picture of my so called shorter hair..


How's it? Nice? Ugly? No difference? Tell me ok? XD Tata..

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Spice Girls..

I am a Spice Girls fan ever since I was small.. Loved all of their songs and even bought all of their albums.. Original ones! Was quite sad when they split up and walk their own paths.. Been hoping to see them all back together again.. Oh well..

Just felt like sharing some songs with you guys.. Few of their best songs.. Enjoy.. ^^









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New Look..

Thanks to Jason didi.. Now my blog has a new look! With a condition that I update regularly though.. Haha.. Well.. I will try to update as frequent as I can after my exams..

Finals starting tomorrow.. Having 3 subjects taught by one of the lecturer that no one listens to.. It will be a miracle if all of us can pass any of her subjects.. There is no difference from reading the book ourselves to the way she teaches her subjects.. She is practically reading everything out from the notes.. And to think the format of the exam just changed recently.. I really believe a lot of people will fail this time.. Sigh..

Enough of exams.. Will just see how it goes.. Anyway.. I just came back from Penang.. It has been a long time since I've went back.. Didn't go out much this time though.. Just stayed at home doing a little revision and went out with my parents.. Oh and I got to know a good looking guy as well! Hehe.. Didn't get to eat much of my favourite food as well.. Oh well.. Have to wait till after my exams..

Oh.. It's not only my blog that has a new look.. You can say that I have a new look as well.. Just my hair though.. Hehe.. It is not as long as it used to be.. Not exactly very short as well.. Had to cut it due to some circumstances.. Don't exactly like it.. But don't hate it as well.. At least now it's not that hot.. Still curly though.. Sigh..

Exams not over and I'm already thinking of the holidays.. I only have 2 weeks of semeester break this time.. So don't think I can go anywhere else.. Would be hanging around back in Penang.. ^^ Ryan didi's birthday is coming soon too.. Sometime during the start of my new semester.. Might be going to visit him in Johor.. Might not.. Still planning with him.. Hopefully some travelling will be done.. Hehe..

Been thinking of going to Singapore during Christmas as well.. Need to get a passport though.. And budget my spendings.. If not I won't have enough cash.. Still uncertain.. Hopefully there is a plan.. Hehe.. Been 10 years or more since I've last set foot in Singapore.. Kinda miss the place.. Can meet up Jason didi as well..

I guess that's all for now.. Gotta continue with my revision.. Hopefully.. And not just hanging around in front of my laptop chatting away with my friends.. Haha.. Chaoz..

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