Saturday, March 31, 2007

The Good Old Days..

I have been looking through some old pictures of mine during my college years in Penang.. It has been quite some time since I felt so out of touch with my own history.. Everyone in the pictures are now so far apart from me.. Far in distance as well as the heart.. I hardly keep in touch with any of them now.. But it seems that it's not only me who is drifting away.. I guess it just happens to everyone at one point of our lives.. Made me realise that it is of no use to ponder on the past when time is always moving forward.. Even so.. As a human being we're always having problems of letting go those memories that are best forgotten.. Some of us will use it to our best advantage.. Learning from the experience that had been brought upon us.. Meanwhile.. Others tend to dwell on those memories.. Letting it control them instead of making good use of it..

Which one do I belong to then? I find myself hanging in the middle as usuall.. Never really sure of where I belong.. I have always been drifting from one place to another.. Never really left any markings on people's heart.. Never really belonged to a group of friends.. Never really achieved any goals as there were none to start with.. You can say I always go with the flow.. Some people might say it is a good thing to be able to adapt to different surroundings as I was never really rooted to one place.. But it is the sense of belongness that actually makes a person feel alive.. Feel appreciated.. Feel wanted.. Isn't it?

It has been awhile since I've managed to blurt out such thoughts of mine.. Looking through my 1st few posts when I started this blog made me realize the changes in me.. It seems that I can no longer write like I used to.. Or use words that I could hardly think of now.. What happened to my vocab? Is it the lack of writing and reading that made me this way? Or is it the company that I hang out with for the last 2 years.. I'm not sure.. All I know is that my level of vocab and the way I speak or write are no longer as good as it used to be.. Not that I'm very good at it to start with but still.. It has deteriorated..

The only good thing that has happened to me was having Robb as my companion.. The rest.. Well.. I've gained weight.. I've become much lazier than I used to be.. I've had some hair problems.. Secret.. XD Not consistant in any language although I can speak English, Mandarin, Cantonese, Malay, Hokkien and a little of Japanese.. Ah.. Can't think of any more now but rest assured there are lots more flaws in me.. One could say that I should do something about it instead of complaining.. Well.. Were you even reading? Have you ever seen any lazy assholes move their feet or shall I say butt to get something? I don't think so.. Maybe once in a blue moon.. It is like some sort of a virus in me.. Nothing can be done unless my brain installs some anti-virus software and get rid of it.. Till then.. We shall see..

As I have said.. Robb is the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life.. Having him gone for 3 days is bad enough.. Having my housemates (the only people I mix with nowadays) gone as well is terrible! The monster that resides beneath the darkness inside me slowly awakens.. Everyone has that monster in them.. It is called "Loneliness".. It kept me awake till 4.00 or 5.00a.m. last night and made me feel kinda moody.. Will have to wait till tomorrow when Robb comes home and brightens up my life again.. And now.. Back to my songs.. Chaoz..

~§hö©kWävê~

Lonely..


I miss hugging you while you are sitting on that chair doing your work..


I miss your hugs when we are watching tv on that couch..


I miss cooking dinner for you..


I miss sleeping beside you and feeling the warmth of your body..


I miss you terribly..


~§hö©kWävê~

Friday, March 30, 2007

Home Cooked Food..

I have been cooking dinner occasionally ever since I moved to this place that I'm staying now.. I like the feeling of being able to cook for people that I care for.. XD Though I am not able to make a variety of dishes.. I can still cook up some simple dishes to satisfy my housemate's hunger.. Hopefully I can learn up more recipies instead of cooking the same thing over and over again.. XD Enjoy~!!








~§hö©kWävê~

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Friends..


One of the best sitcoms.. Agree?


No.. This post is not gonna be about the series Friends.. It will be about how I feel about friends.. The word "friend" might mean alot to others.. It might also mean alot to me before.. But not now.. After going through so many events.. I might have to agree with Robb.. That friends are nothing but people who use each other to achieve a certain objective.. If you are considered a friend to someone.. It means that you have value of usage to that someone..

A lot of people might disagree.. They would say "Come on.. It can't be that bad.. There are some people who treat their friends with a sincere heart.." Maybe.. But 9 out of 10 of our so called "friends" are using us to satisfy their own needs.. And so are we..

Think about it.. We only think of our friends when we need something from them.. Like when we are bored and need someone to hang out with.. Or when we need someone to share our sadness or happiness.. Who do we look for? Our friends.. When we have no desire for anything.. Do we look for our friends and just stare at the empty wall? I don't think so..

So when our friends do not look for us it just means that we have no value to them at that moment.. And when they do look for us.. It means that we have something that they want from us.. It does sound a little too cruel to define friends as such people but if you think clearly.. It is true.. And why do I write about it? To remind myself and others who are reading this blog of mine not to place too much affection or hope on your "friends" as it will only hurt you.. To remind myself not to hang out with people who has no value to me and waste my time with them who do not appreciate what they can gain from me.. They might want something from me in the near future but it is up to me whether or not I would agree to this "transaction"..

There is a reason why I feel this way all of a sudden but I won't be writing about it.. I will only say that it had something to do with my birthday.. I had found out who still needs my help in the near future.. And who has absolutely no value to me.. Through this I shall filter my list of "friends" and help out whoever that has value to me and ignore those that has no value to me.. :)



So people.. Wake up!!


~§hö©kWävê~

Sunday, March 25, 2007

My Only Birthday Present..



~§hö©kWävê~

Inferno..

Just had a wonderful party last night at Jkeeku's house.. It was his 21st birthday~!! (Well not exactly as his real birthday is on the 29th March 2007) Will talk more bout it as soon as I'm at home..

Now I'm stuck at SS15's Inferno waiting for a friend of mine while Robb is at a nearby shop playing Magic The Gathering.. Hopefully he can win the tournament as the 1st prize winner gets an amount of money which I will not disclose here.. Why? Cuz if everyone knows how much he is getting and if he wins.. You guys might ask him for a treat!! Bleh.. Not letting you exploit him.. Kekeke..

The guy I'm meeting later is kinda good looking.. Haven't met him before though.. Just evaluate from his pictures.. One thing I like is that he speaks English as well~!! Well.. I guess I'm off to play Maple Story again while waiting for him.. Kinda empty in this cyber cafe.. Or maybe it's too early.. XD Anyway.. Chaozz..

~§hö©kWävê~

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Rainy Day..


Rain drops are falling on my head..


Been raining on and off these few days.. Especially during the evening.. Love the cold weather.. ^^

I woke up around 7.00a.m. today with the "Ohayo~!!" alarm from my handphone.. The alarm never failed to wake me up so far.. Unless I had less than 2 hours of sleep.. XD So I got up and slowly walked to the bathroom and had a nice warm bath.. After finished getting ready for class.. I went in Justin's room as usuall.. Woke him up and waited for everyone else to get ready.. Lazy bums.. Well.. This is my everyday college routine.. XD

Rushed down to the bus stop as we were a little late.. Tried to stop the taxi but they were all taken by others.. Luckily the bus came not long after.. Reached the lecture hall around 9.15a.m.~!! We thought the lecturer would have started the class already but to our surprise.. She wasn't even there~!! So the whole lot of us waited for another 15 minutes or so.. Our course rep then told us that the lecture and the tutorial classes later were all cancelled~!! Zzz..

If she were to tell us a day before then everyone would be glad.. Imagine waking up so early in the morning just to go to the lecture hall and find it cancelled.. So pissed~!! I could have slept till after lunch.. Sigh.. It even started to drizzle when we were walking to the bus stop from college..

Not a very productive day.. XD Spent my whole afternoon at the cyber cafe playing Maple Story.. Did the party quest with 3 other players from Singapore.. Was fun though.. ^^ The rain came and went as usuall.. Even drizzled when we were having dinner outside.. Well.. At least the weather is cold.. And nice to sleep.. Hehe..

Hopefully the lecturer won't cancel tomorrow's class again like how she did today.. Would be good to be informed earlier.. XD

~§hö©kWävê~

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

22 Years YOUNG~!!!


One of my favourite cheese cakes~!!


As of today.. 20th March 2007.. I'm officially OLD~!! Haih.. No longer can I twist and turn my age to become young.. When I was 21 I could just turn those numbers around and make myself 12~!! Kekeke.. Well.. I have to accept it since I'm already considered the eldest in my class..

There won't be any pictures of me this time though.. As I've gained some weight and I look horrible in pictures.. Not a single pic that I took looks good.. No matter which angle I try.. Looks like its not only age that I've gained during these few months of absence.. Haha.. Hopefully I can somehow motivate myself to exercise more often..


To make things clear.. No~!! Those white sticky stuff around my Z are not cum stains.. XD


Had a wonderful morning and afternoon today.. Skipped classes for the 1st time this semester.. Guess what I did? Slept all the way~!! Haha.. It rained in the morning and made me so drowsy throughout the day.. I wonder if I could sleep at all tonight.. Woke up around 6.00p.m. and got a quick shower as I've had plans with Robb and my friends for dinner in Pizza Hut~!! Been quite some time since I've been there.. When I was back in Penang.. I used to go there almost once every week with my family.. Love those chicken wings~!!


My one and only..


Although it was only a small sort of party.. But I'm quite happy as those who came were people that I cared for.. It was more than enough.. Don't have to entertain so many "not important" people.. XD Well I never said I'm good with crowds~!! Back to the point.. Robb.. My loved one.. My hubby.. My life.. Was there with me.. Celebrating my birthday with me for the 2nd time~!! Justin and Yi Kang.. Both my so called brothers were there as well.. ^^ Other friends of mine that came were Christy, Christine, Kenson and "Tai Lou".. Hehe..


Greedy pig~!!



Leng zai ma?


Everyone ate till their tummy bloated~!! Kekeke.. And thanks to my dear dear for treating everyone.. ^^ I guess it was worth the money as everyone seemed satisfied.. One thing though.. I have yet to receive any presents this time.. Not that I'm materialistic.. But it would be nice to get something for my birthday.. Even if it were something tiny.. ^^


The whole gang.. Where's my bb?


Well to catch up a little with my absence for so many months.. Nothing much changed in my life.. Still happily living with my dearest Robb, Justin and Christy.. Justin is a wonderful person to have as a housemate~!! Where can you find someone who willingly sweep and mop the floor everyday~!! Thanks to him our house has been kept clean, presentable and livable~!! Lolz..

As for my college life.. Things seemed a little different when it comes to my classmates.. But then life's like that.. XD Now I'm in my 3rd semester.. Having to do Geography and Principles of Tourism.. Hopefully I did well in my previous semester as our results are yet to be out.. No thanks to my "efficient" college.. As for this semester.. It is a short sem as we only have 7 weeks of classes~!!

Supposed to go to Matta Fair last week to do our assignment.. But as our "efficient" lecturer left us with nothing but an assignment paper without explaining it to us.. We end up wandering around collecting brochures with no idea what might be usefull.. Darn.. Well at least the trip was worth it as there were lots of promotions to drool about and a wonderful dance performance some taiwan girls.. ^^ Even had a long chat with a beautiful malay girl at the Korea booth as well as a Korean professor.. She is teaching Hospitality Management at a college in Korea and was invited to Matta Fair for 3 days.. XD


What kinda experience? *Grinz*


Guess I will be updating my blog more often now.. Hopefully.. XD Won't be as interesting as Robb's though as I write for myself.. Not for others.. So those who wanna read.. Thanks~!! Those who find it boring.. Well.. Thanks for reading it in the 1st place as well.. Haha.. It's late.. Got to go.. Can't sleep yet though.. Maple Story~!! Chaoz..

~§hö©kWävê~

Monday, March 12, 2007

Liberi Fatali..

Liberi Fatali
(Nobuo Uematsu)



Fithos lusec wecos vinosec
Fithos lusec wecos vinosec
Fithos lusec wecos vinosec

Excitate vos e somno, liberi mei
Cunae sunt non
Excitate vos e somno, liberi fatali
Somnus est non

Surgite
Invenite
Veni hortum veritatis
Horti verna veritatis

Ardente veritate
Urite mala mundi
Ardente veritate
Incendite tenebras mundi

Valete, liberi
Diebus fatalibus

Fithos lusec wecos vinosec
Fithos lusec wecos vinosec
Fithos lusec wecos vinosec
Fithos lusec wecos vinosec


~§hö©kWävê~

Monday, November 27, 2006

Midnight Walk..

Few days back.. I went to KLCC to watch Step Up with Justin and Yi Kang.. We're supposed to watch the 7.30pm movie but by the time we got to the counter it was already sold out.. Didn't wanna waste our time coming all the way here for nothing.. So we bought the 11.30pm ticket..

The movie was worth it.. The main actor was so sexy and he really can dance! Makes me feel like dancing again.. Hehe.. The feeling when your body moves with the beat of the music can be very exciting and enjoying..

After the movie.. The time was already 1.30am.. No more LRT! Being the lazy person I am.. I suggested that we take a taxi back and to hell with the price.. But the other two "sohai"s somehow managed to drag me into walking back with them! From KLCC to Genting Klang!

Well.. The walk was not too bad.. Took us only 1 hour to reach home.. Fast huh? We ran awhile thought.. But not for long as I could not keep up.. Hehe.. Halfway home there was a motorbike that came from behind and suddenly came near and shouted at us.. What a shock! Lucky they weren't robbers or snatch thieves.. Wouldn't want to end up pennyless or in the hospital..

That's all about the journey.. Nothing much happened.. Nothing much to see as well.. And now.. I'm just waiting for time to pass by as I wait for Robb to come back from Ipoh.. Miss him so much even though it was just 2 days ago since we last met.. Hopefully his classmate drives careful enough to avoid any accident as it is raining most of the time.. Heck it is even raining now! Nice weather to sleep though.. Just like what Justin and Yi Kang is doing now.. Sleeping like a pig.. :P Anyway.. Gonna find something else to do.. Cyaz..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Death Note..

To anyone who is reading this blog..

This is going to be my last post.. As I'm about to jump down from my place which is 16 stories high.. Death shall be quick and painless.. That's what I think it would be.. Since I'm so afraid of heights I would be dead from the shock even before I touch the ground..


Maybe I should just use this instead..


Nah.. Just kidding.. I'm too young to die.. I'm too happy to die.. I'm even too cute to die!! LoLz.. Well ok.. That sentence was too much.. Hehe..

As for the title.. I just watched the movie Death Note last night in KLCC with my hubby.. :P It was a nice show.. Showing us how people can change when they obtain power.. Power to change a person's life.. Power to decide what is good and what is evil.. And kill those who he thinks is evil.. Power to play god..

This is when someone loses control of himself.. Trying to be god.. And kill anyone that comes in his way.. Are humans all that easily manipulated? Temptations.. Lust.. These things are the ones that always make a person lose himself.. Wonder what would happen if I had those powers.. I guess I would get rid of those who betrayed or hurt me before.. Torture them first before finishing them off.. Evil huh? LoL..

Cuties.. :P

Anyway.. It's a movie worth watching.. Better than The Covenant and Departed.. Would search for the anime if there is one.. LoL.. Back to killing.. Chaoz..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Untitled..

Don't really have an idea of what to write here today.. But just felt like writting something.. So here I am.. Trying to blurt out whatever that comes to my mind.. Hence, the title..

This second semester was kinda dull for a start.. One of my lecturer had been skipping lessons for 3 weeks already.. Wonder where has she gone too.. Hopefully next week we will be able to see her as I do not want to delay our studies.. Would be hectic if everything is being thrown on us during the last few weeks of the semester..

As for my group of friends.. Things seem to feel a little different.. Few of us seem to drift apart and the group wasn't as it was before.. Maybe the holidays had changed everyone a little.. Somehow.. I dunno.. Maybe things will be better in a few days time.. Or did I change? That I need someone else to tell me as I can't judge myself very well..

My relationship with Robb couldn't be any better.. Things are still as wonderful as ever.. We're living in a house with my friends where they know about us.. And we have all the things we needed here.. As for one of my closest friend.. I could not say the same about him.. His relationship is kinda rocky as they hardly ever meet each other.. They even had to pretend being just friends in front of everyone else.. I wonder why would they wanna do that.. The only time I see them communicating to each other is through SMS and I don't think that is enough.. I can only hope for the best for them.. Enough said.. Later they found out that I'm talking too much about them.. Hehe.. Don't tell.. Shhhh..

Results should be out soon.. 10th of November.. I doubt the office would hand out our results on time.. They're always slow.. I wonder how I did in my exams.. Good? Average? Bad? Well for all I know now is that I didn't fail any subjects.. That is something good right? The subjects this semester should be alright too.. I have introduction to accounts and IT which I have done before.. Those papers should be a breeze.. I hope.. And the other papers don't seem that hard.. Well except for 2 subjects where my lecturer had been missing for 3 weeks already.. :P

Rain seems to be falling everyday after the haze made their exit.. Supposed to be a good thing but kinda troublesome for someone like me who doesn't own a car when I need to be at college.. Got wet few times when I was on my way to the college and back.. Lucky I didn't fall sick.. Well.. At least the air is cleaner than before.. Should be glad.. :D

Anyway.. Better be off to sleep.. Its too late to be awake althought I have nothing to do tomorrow morning.. Oh by the way.. I'm gonna be replacing my current class rep as he didn't really do anything for us.. Hehe.. Well.. Goodnitez..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Second Semester..

The holidays are finally over.. Was back in Penang for few weeks during the holidays.. Ate alot.. Played alot.. Slept alot.. Haha.. Not much difference from the life here in KL huh? A friend of mine came to Penang to visit during the hols so I met up with him and drove him around to look for food.. Well.. That is the only thing I can think of doing in Penang.. Island of Cheap and Nice Food.. Few days after he left.. Robb arrived.. Was so happy to see him! Been missing him since he went back to Ipoh and me still stuck in KL.. I think we were apart for 2 or 3 weeks if I'm not mistaken.. That night after dinner.. We went out to get a haircut but the saloon was closed.. So having nothing to do.. And missing each other so much.. We drove to somewhere dark.. Somewhere secluded.. And *censored*.. LOLz.. Use your own imagination.. :P

Came back to KL 10 days before our 2nd semester starts to move our belongings from one place to another.. Yes.. I moved again.. Seems like I've been shifting houses every semester huh? Hopefully this one is permanent.. Now I'm staying in a flat.. No longer a condominium.. The unit is owned by my uncle and my other housemates are my classmates.. Supposely we had 6 people all together.. But 2 of the girls who were supposed to move in told me that they can't anymore.. And to think that they were the one who asked me to move here in the 1st place.. What "nice and considerate" friends they are.. Well.. To hell with them.. I have Robb staying with me and that is fine enough.. Me and Robb have already settled down in our new place.. With all our stuffs.. And an additional 3 seater sofa with a 25" TV.. Not to forget a PlayStation2.. Kekek.. No pictures for now.. Wait till I've arranged the things properly and I shall post up my beautiful home.. :P

Well.. My timetable is a little depressing this semester.. We have a class on Wednesday which ends at 9pm.. ZzZzz.. Hopefully the course rep will do something about it and arrange it to be held on other days.. And most of my classmates are not even back yet.. They are too lazy to come back due to the Hari Raya holidays next week.. Well listen to this.. IT IS NOT A GOOD EXCUSE! Once you start skipping class.. There will be a next time.. It will become a habit.. And then you will ruin yourself.. I know.. Been there done that.. :D To think that our photostat manager for the course is also coming back after the Raya holidays.. How "responsible" of her.. Well.. She is one of the girl who stood me down after all.. Could have guessed.. Its their life.. Not mine to interfere.. :)

Well.. Guess thats all for now.. The haze is killing me.. Someone should really do something about all those open burnings that affects us.. This haze is really making everyone sick.. Oh before I forgot.. I already bought a new phone! Not Nokia's N80 though.. I bought Sony Ericsson's W810i.. Its cool and has everything that I need.. ^^ Costs me a fortune too.. Cleared up 90% my savings.. Hehe.. Anyway.. Hopefully I don't disappear for too long again.. Chaoz..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Worst Day Ever..

Last Saturday was my Econs paper.. Was quite nervous at first.. But after going through the paper.. It was quite easy.. And I managed to finish everything.. Hopefully I can get an A this time.. After the exam was over.. I walked out of the room happily and went to take my bag.. To my horror.. It can't be found anywhere! I started to panic and asked my friends not to play a prank on me as my handphone, my MP3 player and 2 of my other friend's handphone were all in my bag! None of them took it though.. And I quickly went down to ask the guard.. He was so blur! After some worthless conversation with him he asked me to go to the guard house to report about the incident.. Went there.. Told them what happened.. And it seems like it wasn't only me who got their stuff stolen.. Lots of other similar cases were happening all around college..

Fucking thieves.. Hope they get knocked down by a trailer so badly that no one would even recognise them.. Or better still.. Let them experience some freaking accident that makes them paralyse from waist down and not be able to walk or even pee at their own will for the rest of their lives..

Been without a handphone for 4 days already.. The feeling is so weird.. Like a part of my body is missing.. I think most people would feel the same if their handphones are not with them.. Sigh.. Somehow I miss my old handphone.. Can't even afford to get one new one now.. Have to just live with it then.. T_T What a day.. What a day..


My old sweetheart..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Monday, September 04, 2006

My Absence..

Hm.. Been away from here for almost 2 months.. Was going around KL searching for hotels and travel agencies for my assignment.. Kinda fun though.. Asking them questions regarding their work and the tourism industry.. Learned quite a lot from them.. :P Seems like the travel industry is quite fun.. But need to work hard.. And won't get rich from what I see.. Hehe.. But who cares.. Its the lifestyle that I like.. We get to meet alot of people.. Not all good I guess.. But still.. The world is so big.. Not everyone is nice.. =D

Not much happening these few weeks.. Got addicted to sushi though.. But the service provided by Sushi King in Low Yat is kinda sad.. The 1st time I went there, their aircon was down.. They said it was just temporary so we went in and ordered 1st.. It was so hot!! Even after we finished eating the aircon was still not working.. Haih.. 2nd experience there was not that good as well.. There was hair in my sushi! Argh.. Won't be going there again.. Even my lecturer complained that the Sushi King in MidValley had extra slow service.. Wonder how they gain their franchisee's licence..

During Yi Kang's birthday, we went to Red Box to celebrate.. The photos are still with Stef though.. Didn't reach my hand yet.. Christy can sing really good!! So jealous of her.. If only I can sing a little better.. Only few of us went though.. Not a big crowd.. So it was just some sort of a small party.. Sorry bout that bro.. :P Well.. At least its better than nothing right? Hopefully you had fun like me..

Exams exams exams.. Waiting for me just around the corner.. And I'm still wasting time online and playing games.. Maybe I'm not that worried bout the subjects.. Only one.. Japanese! Never really did memorise the words and vocabs.. Serve me right.. Haha.. Never mind.. Now I'm looking forward to the holidays.. Going back to Penang after so long.. My parents must be missing me so much.. ^^ Before that.. Hopefully I can go to Sunway Lagoon with my classmates.. Been a long time since I've been there.. Can't remember how old..

Gonna move soon.. Yes, again! Seems like I've been moving places every semester.. Becoming a habit huh? This time I'm moving to a smaller place.. No more living in a condominium.. Demoted to a flat.. Haha.. Why? Because it is cheap! And I get to stay with my dear and my classmates.. :P Will be having problems moving my stuffs though.. Big and heavy.. Not talking bout my body hor! My furnitures.. Ah.. That one later only worry.. Maybe need to spend a little bit to ask for a lorry.. T_T Will miss the spacious room I'm enjoying right now though, in exchange for a environment where there will be more people around.. :D

My room..

My living room..

My table..

Well.. I guess thats all for now.. Hopefully my next update won't be for another 2 months.. Hehe.. Sorry Fansu for the delay.. :P All the best to everyone who is having exams now.. And enjoy all you can for those on holidays.. Cya!

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Eyes On Robb..

Eyes On Me
(Faye Wong)

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar
My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanna be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
You're tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Friday, July 07, 2006

A Baby Is Born!!

Kawaii!!

Don't you just love babies? They're so innocent yet adorable.. Makes you wanna carry and hug them 24/7.. ^^ Just for your info.. I'm not having a baby.. What I'm about to write has nothing to do with babies too.. Just thought that it was cute so I posted the picture here.. Kekeke.. Alright.. Just kidding.. It has some relations to this post of mine.. Today.. On the 6th of July 2006.. Marks the 9th month of my relationship with Robb.. Hence the baby! (I love you dear!!) And no.. I'm not about to give birth.. I'm not a girl.. Never a woman!!

Enough with that.. Few days ago I wrote something about having spaghetti for lunch in my classmate's house.. Remember? I just had the pictures transfered to my laptop.. And no.. None of us ended up in the hospital.. Kekeke.. We had a great cook and not to forget the helpers in the kitchen.. And guess what.. All of us are boys!! The girls sat in the living room and waited for lunch to be served.. Weird? Seems like the roles have turned around.. Haha.. Well.. Girls do deserve to sit back and relax once a while and let he guys handle household chores.. :P

Forgot doing what already..

Our chef!

Well.. I don't know how long we took to get it cooked.. But it definitely was hot in the kitchen.. Glad when it was done.. Everyone was hungry and eager to taste our home made spaghetti.. Hehe.. I was made to finish it though.. As we overcooked and none of them could eat anymore.. Or maybe it was just my big mouth saying that I could finish it up.. Kekeke.. Serves me right..

Yummy!

Nice?

Pity me.. T_T

Everyone was watching at me while I finished up the remaining spaghetti.. It was akward.. What to do.. Just let them watch me with my ugly face while I'm eating.. Hehe.. It was fun though.. And the spaghetti was nice.. ^^ Thanks Adrian.. Next time make cabonara for us.. Kekeke..

Ahhh.. Group photo at last!! These are some of the people that I mix with.. My "pig group".. We have a pig head, pig brain, pig tail (me!!), pig leg, pig dick (-_-") and lots more!! Crazy group of people.. But nice to mix with.. I dunno how will the course be without them.. Eh.. Wait a minute.. I think I know how.. It would be just like my previous accounting classmates.. Boring and dull.. Kekeke..

Tada!! Eh.. Where are the girls??

Ooooh.. Here they are.. ^^

I guess that's all for now.. Can't be flooding this place with pictures.. Guys.. You're the best!!! Kekeke.. Oh ya.. Dear!!! I LOVE YOU!!! Muaks!!! =P Chao..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Another Day.. Another Story..

*Yawnzzz*.. Another day of college life.. No worries.. No troubles.. No stress.. Or is it just me? Nah.. Went to my Japanese Language class this afternoon.. I'm glad I was transfered to the 3rd tutorial group with my friends as the previous Japanese Language Lecturer was a Malay.. And worse of all.. No one understands him and dislikes the way he teaches.. Poor poor students of his.. The new lecturer we had might be a little "cheong hei" but he's a good sensei as far as we know so far.. Well.. I've learned few phrases that will be usefull in class for the future use.. Or shall I say for everyday usage.. Hehe.. Never mind..

See what see? Nah!!

After our class.. We headed for Jaya Jusco in Wangsa Maju.. As soon as we walked out of the college we spotted a bus on the opposite lane and went in straight away.. Guess what? It turned right from the traffic light and headed for Genting Klang instead of Wangsa Maju.. What a case of blurness (is there such word?).. We got down on the next bus stop straight away and had to walk all the way there.. Pity us.. :-/

Nostalgic eh?

They looked so sad.. Would be better if there were leaves flying around.. Hehe..

After the usuall time wasting-asking one another of what to have for dinner we ended up in McDonald's.. Had Chicken McDeluxe as usuall.. Love it alot!! Tried to snap some pics again but no one wanted to join in.. So I ended up with few pictures of the burgers that we bought and also a smiley face made by me.. Sigh.. Was thinking of getting a picture of my gang in McD but as usuall.. They covered their faces or turned away.. Sad..

Lame?

Girlz!! Grab your very own Malaysian made Justin Timberlake!! Kekeke..

Talking about McD.. I wonder why children love Ronald McDonald so much.. For me.. He seems kinda scary at times.. Reminds me of the clown IT a.k.a. Pennywise.. Flashbacks anyone? I think you see the resemblence.. Hehe..

Peekaboo! I see you! Muahahahaha..

Went shopping for ingrediants after dinner.. Spaghetti for tomorrow's lunch!! Huhuhu.. I wonder who will be the one cooking.. And I better remember to get some onions and garlics tomorrow morning before going to college.. Been quite some time since I've made my own spaghetti.. Would love to cook it when I have my own kitchen utilities.. Too bad till now the stove in my kitchen is left to rust..

Hopefully we won't be needing this..

Took few pictures of the new place I'm living in now.. Nothing interesting though.. Well.. I guess that's all for tonight.. Will update you guys about the spaghetti tomorrow.. Kekeke.. Hopefully it is edible.. And hopefully I have pictures of it.. ^^ Night night..

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Monday, June 26, 2006

Chau Taufu.. Yueks!!

Never in my life did I ever think of trying out something as smelly as chau taufu.. And yet tonight I had a bite on that smelly thing people call food.. Argh!! Wonder how long will the memory of taking the first bite of it disappear..

Well.. Yi Kang came with his friend to fetch me and two other pretty girls (classmates) out to have dinner as planned.. We were suppose to eat somewhere nearby but halfway through the car ran out of battery.. It was still movable but it would be safer to bring the car back to Ah Chuan's (Yi Kang's friend) area in case anything happens.. And that happen to be in Kepong!

We drove all the way there and Dai Lou (Yi Kang) pointed out few places as this was his hometown.. We stopped by a cyber cafe and changed to another car (I have no idea whose car it was) before moving on.. It so happen that Justin is also nearby so we went to look for him.. After reuniting.. We went to a place which sells Prawn Mee (some place called Wai Sek Kai.. Dunno correct or not).. The place was nicely decorated but the inner part was humid so we sat outside.. Right beside the road and it was so much more cooling.. The Prawn Mee was nice but I forgot to tell the waiter that I didn't want any "tauge".. So I ended up picking it up one by one.. Hehe.. Serves me right for being picky..

After dinner.. We took a stroll at a night market nearby.. It was not as packed as the night market in Sri Rampai but still it was enjoyable.. The company was great!! =P As we were walking.. There was this smell that caught everyone's attention.. It was not a pleasent smell though.. It was the smell of chau taufu!! Well.. Mixing with a group of adventurous friends.. I bought 4 pieces of that smelly thing people call food.. The 1st bite goes to me and Stef.. Yuks!!! Ok maybe my expression was too much.. It didn't taste that bad but as I swallow it there is this smell that keeps bugging me.. Just not my type..

They should have put this for their sign board instead..

Cut things short.. All of us went back after the trip to the night market and now here I am.. =D It really is fun to be with those guys.. I wonder if they will be the same if they knew who I really was.. Hahaha.. That would be another post for another time.. Oh ya.. Thanks Ah Chuan for all the trouble driving us here and there.. I doubt he will be able to see this but still.. Thanks!!

Zach a.k.a. Garfield

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Boring To Interesting..

It's been months again since I've updated anything.. Well.. One main reason is that I don't have internet at home and I don't feel like writting anything in the cyber cafe.. So here I am few months after the last post.. My hair is now starting to curl up like instant noodles.. Bad huh.. Can't wait to make it into bee hoon again.. Lolz.. No pics!!

I can't remember if I've mentioned this before.. I'm no longer taking Accounts!! Instead of that boring, lifeless course, I'm in Tourism.. Where work relates to travel.. Or holidays.. Hm.. Sounds nice? =P So far the classes are interesting and I'm even learning Japanese Language now.. Ohayo gozaimasu! Hehe.. My classmates are interesting.. All of them are younger than me.. They know my age.. But we mix like water and ribena.. Weird thing to say.. Don't mind that.. It is definitely more enjoyable than being with those group of people I called classmates in my previous course.. Hopefully with this new social group I will have a better determination to study.. Bleh..

Wouldn't you want to go to Dubai? Hehe..

Lets see.. What else.. I've moved into another new unit for more than 1 month already.. Same place.. Different block.. Been living together with Robb and it is great.. I couldn't ask for more.. Well.. Maybe some furnitures to deco the place.. But that is not important.. =D The landlord works in Shangri-La and might be some help to me next time when I finish studying.. Cool huh? The whole house is only occupied by 4 people including me and Robb.. The owner in the master room.. Me and Robb in one room.. The other guy, William, in another room.. Most of the time the landlord, Andy, is not around as his working hours are long.. So we have the whole house to ourselves.. Life is great!

Me and Robb had our ups and downs but most of the time we just end up saying sorry to each other and hugging each other.. I really hope this would last and prove to whoever that said that PLU relationships won't last.. Wahahaha.. One thing though.. I still don't have a digi cam or a camera phone to take more pics of me, Robb, the house, or anything else that matters.. Anyone wanna donate one to me? Lolz.. Just kidding..

I don't mind having one of this.. :P

As for my connection now.. I'm using Jaring's Wireless Broadband.. It does not need to go through a phone line unlike Streamyx.. But the price of the modem is expensive.. Now I'm still under a 3 day trial for this broadband.. If I'm not satisfied I am able to return everything without paying a single cent.. Hopefully I don't have to do that as I do not want to wait for Tmnet's Streamyx as I've lost all faith in them.. They're slow.. Not helpfull.. And yet they promote their products in such a way that their real quality is not even half of what they mentioned.. Lets just see..

Well.. I guess that's it.. Will have more to write soon I suppose.. Now I'm just waiting to go for dinner with Robb, my housemate and few of my friends.. So.. Hopefully I don't die of hunger till they realised it.. Haha.. Cyas!!

Zach a.k.a. Garfield